Still stuck but there is no shame in changing directions

I would like to tell you that life got in the way, that the excuse I would use. It is hard to add something to an insane life. I would be up with the children dealing with the issues they present, Insomnia, illness, exhaustion, stress. The list of excuses is long and not unreasonable and nonnegotiable. Its what I would tell myself to feel better about not writing but the truth is I am stuck, Nothing was coming out of my brain and I would stare at the screen and nothing came from my fingers. for weeks I would try and then I just gave up. I would sit and again nothing would come out and so I decided to stop. Just stop trying to push myself into one month of writing. If I am going to write then I need to write not just one month but all the months and write the whole story and edit and publish the damn thing. I wanted to write a book inspired by kpop demon hunters, there is more of the story and more on the lore of the demons. I am taking my love of dark fantasy, supernatural (who doesn’t love Jensen) and fan fiction and putting into a story of a darkness captured in a mountain prison the start of the prophecy. This blog could be my idea book, a chance to explore all the ideas floating in my head.